Lucky, lucky!

My husband got entered into a drawing for a free trip at work because his store numbers were really good. I don't know all the details, but anyway, WE WON! We are going to Cancun Mexico for 8 days as of April 18th. I can't wait! They are paying for everything, and it even comes with unlimited tours of Theme parks, snorkeling, Zip lines, etc! In the package is also included a Buy 1 get 1 free-swim with the dolphins! Also included is 25% off any spa treatments or golfing green fees! Oh my heavens, are you kidding me? Lucky right? The place is immaculate. Double jacuzzi's in the room, decorated to the max, and outside there are tons of pools etc. Some of the pools even have swim up bars. At night there is Themed parties, and daily there are activities and things. Never in my life have I done ANYTHING like this, I am so excited!


Here is the down side. It is in 2 months, and Emersyn is only 5 months old. She will be 7 months old at the time of leaving. We will be leaving Adelynn with my sister Shana, because I think she will really enjoy being there. She loves her cousins Kira and Reese. But Emersyn...I can't decide what to do. Some people are saying leave her, don't take her. My friend and pediatric nurse Christi is saying we'll have more fun this way. Pump now, and she'll take a bottle while I'm gone. And then pump while I'm there, and my milk supply will last. All of you mothers out there, this is my call for help. I don't know what to do. Do you think if I pump while I'm gone my supply will last, and she will take me back when I get home? Or do you think my milk would dry up without her there to stimulate? Or do you think that whole end of things will be fine, but when I get back she won't want me, she'll just want a bottle? I'm pretty attached to her, and pretty attached to nursing. It's a very personal bond. I nursed Adelynn for 17 months (partly because she was really attached, and didn't want to stop) and I rather enjoyed the bond it created. I don't really want to lose this with Emersyn, but when I think of this vacation, I do think of LOTS OF PARTYING! Give me your thoughts on what would happen if we did leave her...(even thinking it breaks my little heart!)